Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Also the moving date is 07/15/2009. Woo friggin Hoo!!! I have learned a lot about life, men, and myself in the last four years. I may still have an attitude but I have improved a lot. I know what I truly want in a companion, just gotta find him or him me. I was disappointed in myself for a silly mistake I made but hey you only live once so I'm over it. I look forward to the new chapter in my life and know that I will receive the peace I much deserve.
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Monday, May 25, 2009
God created something special and I know this. I am not being conceited but I know God has big things in store for me. I'm just impatient and a lil crazy :). Working on this attitude is my top priority and I know the devil tries his best to bring me down. I rebuke the devil in Jesus Name, Amen. All that being said don't let people detour your plans.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Have some kind of spirituality-He doesn't have to be Bible toting but needs to know the Lord. Recognize that there is a higher power and respect that I believe in GOD and try to live by his word.
Job-Need I say more?
Education-He needs to stimulate my mind. I need book smart & a lil street smart.
Home-Uh I know times are rough but you can not live with your mother.
Car-Yeah I'm tired of compromising on this one. Oh I don't do hood cars :)
Music-I listen to music all day & night. I need a man who is into music, don't care about the genre.
Travel-I need a vacation (c)Jeezy. Lol, no really he has to be willing to travel.
Sense of Humor-I am so hilarious so I need someone to make me laugh, this is a must.
Ok Looking-I'm trying not to be so shallow. But stay in your league.
Honest-Don't do liars. No need to lie to me b/c WHEN you get caught, it's a rap.
Loyal-This is a big deal, I have to have loyalty.
Some style-I can appreciate a white tee w/ a fresh hat & matching tennis shoes. I will quickly correct a fashion no-no.
Respect Their Mom-If you don't respect your mother, you will not respect me.
Values-Believe in right and wrong.
Goals-I'm making moves so I need someone to grow with.
I could write what I don't want but why? This is on a per case basis, lol. Oh and I am asking 20 questions about the past, maybe more. I can not deal with emotional baggage. I destroyed my suitcases the other day.
Saturday, May 9, 2009
As I am exploring what issues I have, I am learning that I could be more patient with people. One of my friends said that you never know if you will be my friend one day to the next. I do not want anyone to feel like that but at the same time I expect a lot from the people that surround me. My parents frustrate me as well. I told my mom I am her BEST child and I feel that I am. When in doubt I read Psalm 27. I have become more spiritual and I will not let anyone stop me from doing what I feel I need to do in life. So even when my parents are on my nerves, GOD is there with the best support system ever.
I talk about God with anyone who knows anything about the Bible. I feel like you have to believe in something. I have prayed for things to happen and they have with no effort on my part. I know he's real. I have also learned to be careful what I say and think because thoughts come to light. I pray for what I need and not want. Prayer is very powerful and after losing Angel I never thought I would say that. However, I know when I ask the Lord to hear me and search my heart, he does. Reading the Bible also makes me want to be a better person, it just gets hard some days. I am being the best Velenda I can be though.
Friendship and what it means drives me crazy. I was use to having good friends and somewhere along the line, I found that I could not trust people anymore. I always say a friendship should be reciprocal and it should. I can be mean but I love my friemds. I feel like good friends is equivalent to family. That's why I cut people off so quick. If I can not trust you to have my best interest at heart, you can not be in my life. Over the years I have overlooked some things because I know I can be petty but I can not tolerate FAKE people around me. I love the close friends I have even though they drive me crazy :) I am implementing a serious screening for the next person(s) who enter my life. I am so tired of crazy and drama. Too blessed to be stressed :)
Friday, May 8, 2009
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